Looking for Adventure

So many things are bothering me already and it's only Tuesday!  I've been pretty down and depressed since the Nike race.  I spent 4 months training and looking forward to it, and when it was over it was like: now what am I supposed to do?  I'm sure this is totally common, but that doesn't make it any easier to get through.  I know that I have a half marathon in May/June and then I'm going to try to get into a full marathon for October, but it's all so far away right now.  My next adventure is going to be moving in April, and that's actually not all that fun.

I guess I've sort of lost my direction again.  This happens a lot...

To try and remedy this trash bag full of blues I've done a few things.  First, I scheduled an appointment for a massage at Melt on Newbury Street with a gift card.  Who wouldn't enjoy a free massage?  Then I made it a goal to keep hitting the treadmill (even though I've come to despise that stupid machine) for 10 miles per week so my legs won't forget how to run over the long horrible New England winter.  I found podcasts that I really enjoy: The Gomers and Running with the Pack, but really how into pod casts can I get without becoming strange.  I got really into nesting, and I was baking and all that like a madwoman and then I got kind of bored and stopped.  Our place is now a disaster with too many baked goods. I'm sure there's a better solution somewhere out there and I'll come across it soon enough.