whoa

i'm at whole foods and my phone rings, i'm really flustered so i just see it's megan and i wait for the voicemail. she tells me that she heard heath ledger died. and i'm like no fing way. so i come home, and i totally forget about it because i figure that it was just a rumor or something. so i make and eat my tacos for dinner, and i'm sitting here pouting over a lamp that i can't afford and tmz pops up and holy crap, heath ledger actually died. he's no more. he's moved on. it's like he was on gawker two days ago walking around dressed completely ridiculously, and today, tmz has RIP all over. it's some crazy stuff.