merry christmas to me.

i am not a happy camper this week. i feel like instead of my mood imroving while working out my own dilemmas, it's getting worse by the minute and i don't understand why. so to cure my ailments, what did i do today?? i ordered myself a nice christmas present at Saks to be delivered next week, all wrapped and everything, and took advantage of the free shipping offer. don't worry, it was within reason for pricing, i didn't go totally insane. what is it do you wonder??? you'll just have to wait and see. i'm honestly not even sure i'm going to like it. it's like, i saw it, liked it and then ordered it. if i had seen it in person during a normal mood, i would have seen it, thought about it, and maybe bought it in person. this is the irrational laura speaking, and she made up her mind. she's also have spiral pasta with turkey meat balls, garlic bread, and bruchetta for dinner. carbs! oh my god. i'm chemically inbalanced.