Engagement Aftermath

Well, it's been a few days and i've had time to really relish in the big news. the shock has worn off a tiny bit, although it still feels strange. things have started to sink in a bit deeper. i love my ring so much, and i love even more how outrageous it is and I Do love that spark or jealousy i saw in a co-workers eyes (who in fact wears a much more outrageous rock). people say: no i don't want a big ring, no i don't want anything too crazy, no it doesn't have to be expensive. but if you are lucky enough to get a big, crazy, or expensive ring, you will feel like a rockstar with big boobies. but if you don't, then that's cool. that probably means you own a house or are close to owning a house, which is a stage that i'm not at. i haven't started any planning yet besides booking appointments to look at venues. but i do love how involved abe is. he wants us to get a wedding website, and he's all for traveling all over new england immediately looking for the perfect place for our wedding. it's really cute. and now although, i've finally stopped worrying about financially sound enough to get engaged, now i'm worrying about being financially sound to move. we're really big spenders. sometimes i think that abe alone keeps the economy going. but now it's really time to buckle down and save.