i'm nuts

i feel like i've lost my mind completely.
i really really Hated being unable to communicate with abe while he was camping for a long weekend. it was like the ultimate annoyance, and my mind started deteriorating without being able to verbalize things to him. it's one thing if he's in another country and i can't see him, but we can talk, and it's another thing for him to just be out in the middle of nowhere without any phone working. so to cheer myself up, i took a stroll yesterday to visit what i was hoping would be my dream ring. i was very wrong. i really truly thought it was terrible. online, it was such a zoomed in picture that in person it looked nothing alike. all the detailings were different. it was probably a crazy thing to do all by myself, but i just didn't care. seems like there's no time for us to do things like that as a couple, so i should just do preliminary visits myself. i think in the end i saved him the visit anyhow, so it probably was very efficient. i'm craving spicey foods. good thing we're going for sushi tonight at Fugakyu so that i can load up on the wasabi. last time i had wasabi, i was eating sushi in the car, so i had to just place the wasabi paste onto the roll and throw it in my mouth. so i did that, and the wasabi went like right up my throat and into my nose and i thought that for sure i had accidently inhaled the entire thing, and then abe thought i was choking and her seriously panicked. but then again, who eats sushi in the car...i think we might be the only people that do that. my mom told me that i need to get a retainer and abe needs braces. who knew my family had such a deep concern over teeth and teeth health.