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i woke up today with some strange things going on in my head. for one, i really felt like slaving over an oven and making home make turkey meatballs in home made sauce or a vegetable lasagna all while wearing an apron and furry slippers. unfortunately, i don't think i have time to do such things. maybe i'll do it on sunday, and make a bunch of meatballs and then freeze them....

also, i read today on Gawker a few things. first, my image of matthew broderick has fully deteriorated to jerkdome. he seems so sweet, like a really nice guy, boy-like. but turns out, he pays his assistant shit and on more than one occasion made her come over and fix the tv remote control in the middle of the night. now i think he's a complete idiot, and a jerk. i no longer like him, and i urge you all to do the same.

also on Gawker, they actually made fun of my show, Meercat Manor. they made fun of flower dying. how can they do that? i realize it's a silly nature show or whatever, but people don't make fun of animals dying, that's just so mean. someday, i'm going to be really rich, and then i'm going to buy Gawker and hire writers who are actually funny and not just new yorkers with no sense of responsibility.

TBL diet is going well. so far, i've followed the guidelines for the first phase: no eating less than 2 hours before bed, reduce to quit smoking, take a daily multivitamin, 3 meals and one snack a day never skipping breakfast, and work out work out work out. next week may not fare as well, i don't think i have as much time to go to the gym. i feel hibernation mode kicking in, i have a crazy desire to not make anymore work night plans beyond the gym and the couch and whole foods. i should resist this urge till atleast november or thanksgiving.

--today i am thankful for food courts. i think they're wonderful things.