complaints and guilt

i just ate a really big salad. and now i feel guilty. is eating a really big salad from a salad bar where there could potentially be a few miscellaneous unhealthy items to throw in there the same or equal to eating a piece of pizza and if so, why did i just bother to do go to a salad bar and meticulously create a salad masterpiece only to realize that perhaps it rivals a chacerero in calories. i'll remember that next time.

i also feel guilty i paid $10 in shipping on something i could have used my feet to get myself. that was not a good way to save my hard earned money...oh well. i was trapped in the house on sunday, so i thought the i deserved to have something shipped to me.

my hair is sticking up, like in a little kid kind of way where they have all these little baby flyaways all over the place. why is it doing this... and how can i stop it? also, my skin is very dull. i hate life.